anonymity

i tried writing in a diary
many times
it was always so permanent - pen to paper. period.
always there for someone to find
i was so scared of that - the whole idea was unfathomable
now i'm writing a "diary" that anyone can read
what's happened?
who am i?
it's crazy to pour yourself out for the world to see
all from the comfort of your couch
you never have to step outside your house - your world - your comfort zone
i wanted it to be private
private from people i know
funny
if i don't know you i feel ok with you reading it
if i know you i feel

naked
inhibited
censored
responsible

what do i do?
do i hide my blog under my bed?
do i keep it on the counter?

it's so much
to be open to those you know