i love my husband
i love my family
i love my house
i have a great relationship with my stepdaughters
i have a job i enjoy
with a class i could only dream of
my principal is an exceptional boss
i've made friends at work
and even better friends outside
so why am i so angry?
why does the slightest thing set me off?
i've gained weight
i don't feel comfortable in my own skin
i miss home
i don't see my family
i don't see my friends
i'm cold and miserable in this city
my face is dry
my hands are cracked
my pants are dirty from all the mud and snow
i don't know how to drive in the snow
i have far less independence
true
there are many inconveniences
but
why so angry?
i don't like who i've become
i need to pray more
move more
do more
love more
eat less
i hate being this angry
i hate giving into the anger
i need to learn how to relax
how to let go
how to be detached
i love my family
i love my house
i have a great relationship with my stepdaughters
i have a job i enjoy
with a class i could only dream of
my principal is an exceptional boss
i've made friends at work
and even better friends outside
so why am i so angry?
why does the slightest thing set me off?
i've gained weight
i don't feel comfortable in my own skin
i miss home
i don't see my family
i don't see my friends
i'm cold and miserable in this city
my face is dry
my hands are cracked
my pants are dirty from all the mud and snow
i don't know how to drive in the snow
i have far less independence
true
there are many inconveniences
but
why so angry?
i don't like who i've become
i need to pray more
move more
do more
love more
eat less
i hate being this angry
i hate giving into the anger
i need to learn how to relax
how to let go
how to be detached
3 Comments:
Oh honey, I'm so sorry you are in such an uncomfortable spot. I can totally empathize with the cold and the snow and the driving and the cracked hands... I hope something changes soon, and for the better!
xox
Oh honey, I'm so sorry you are in such an uncomfortable spot. I can totally empathize with the cold and the snow and the driving and the cracked hands... I hope something changes soon, and for the better!
xox
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