lately...

i've been away for so long that i don't even know where to start
maybe it's good for me to be doing this
to get things out
to share

instead of holding everything in
till it overwhelms me

i'm easily overwhelmed lately
easily tired

was so happy when i found out about the baby
i felt connected with my husband
felt there was a purpose for my life

was so sad when we lost the baby
12 week ultrasound
no more baby

but i know the baby is with God

i've been finding it really hard to teach this year
my heart isn't in it