time for yoga?

i love my husband
i love my family
i love my house

i have a great relationship with my stepdaughters
i have a job i enjoy
with a class i could only dream of
my principal is an exceptional boss

i've made friends at work
and even better friends outside

so why am i so angry?
why does the slightest thing set me off?

i've gained weight
i don't feel comfortable in my own skin
i miss home
i don't see my family
i don't see my friends
i'm cold and miserable in this city
my face is dry
my hands are cracked
my pants are dirty from all the mud and snow
i don't know how to drive in the snow
i have far less independence

true

there are many inconveniences

but

why so angry?

i don't like who i've become
i need to pray more
move more
do more
love more
eat less

i hate being this angry
i hate giving into the anger
i need to learn how to relax
how to let go
how to be detached

tests

it's been a really tough day.